Friday, June 1, 2012

Changing Attitude; willing to be Broken

I am careless!



I damaged 2 expensive components while doing some experiment in the laboratory yesterday. Even though the components are free samples, it still spoilt my day. It seldom happens to me. Why, oh why as I began to ask myself again and again.


I have always being very careful in doing experiments and testing, unless I am rushing. As they say – “more haste, less speed”. But then, I am very careful this time round.


In the quietness, I felt some prompting within me. Then I remembered the book that I am still reading by Watchman Nee. It is about being broken for God. We need to be broken in order for ministry.


There is a huge lesson for me in this. Need to change attitude.
Then I remembered the seminar on Be Attitude last weekend.


Blessed are the poor in spirit …
Blessed are those who mourn …


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The story is told of a woman who during the war went to live with her husband in camp on the Mojave Desert. She simply hated the place; the heat was almost unbearable, 50 degrees Celsius in the shade, the wind blew incessantly, and there was sand - sand everywhere.


Finally, in desperation she wrote her parents in Ohio that she couldn't stand it another minute and was coming home.


Quickly came the reply by airmail from her father - just the two familiar lines:


"Two men looked out from prison bars ... one saw the mud, the other saw stars."


The daughter did some real thinking, not only with the intellect but also with her heart. She decided to stick to her post.


She made friends with the natives, learned to love the country, and eventually wrote a book about it.


The desert hadn't changed, but her attitude had. Because she listened with her heart to the words her father sent, a whole New World opened up to her.


Agape